I had heard about this before, but I never imagined I could ever feel so low. I have been laying in my bed staring at the wall all day, except when I went to the doctor, cause the stress gave me a gastritis. A burden is compressing my chest and making it hard to breathe. The air feels dense and heavy. I don’t even have the energy to feel anxioux, I’m destroyed. I’m falling at the speed of light, but I never seem to touch the ground. I wish somebody would catch me, but everybody seems to be too busy. I would cry for help, but my voice doesn’t seem to come out. I feel like I’m slowly disappearing, fading away.
I scheduled an extra appointment with my psychologist for tomorrow.
The strength of the hurricane? I don’t remember.