As I announced on my previous post, I have moved to a new domain. I have already imported all my post from this blog to the new one, and I am already publishing new posts there. I have recently uncovered the mystery on how to import Italian Hurricane’s subscribers to the new blog, so be… Continue reading Followers, Follow Me!
Hey there! Yes, you understood correctly: the Hurricane is moving to a new domain!
After days of feeling as low as only mental illness can bring you, this morning suddenly something hit me. There was no way I could simply eliminate the negative energy that was filling me. I could have waited for it to pass, but I wasn’t able to read or do anything with it, it had become… Continue reading Creativity and Vulnerability.
Today I feel like I can’t take it anymore. Depression is hitting hard, anxiety and panic are pretty quiet. I never thought I would say it, but I miss anxiety and panic now. At least they made me feel alive. I still saw a light at the end of the tunnel. I felt that even… Continue reading Drowning in a Bad Day.
Sometimes it gets really hard for people suffering from mental illness to explain what we are going through, even to the people who matter the most in our life. It can be because we are afraid of not being understood, or being judged, or we just can’t find the right words.
It’s eating me alive. I have no more strength to fight back. My stomach is empty, and yet I can’t eat. I’m so tired, but I can’t sleep. I don’t have anything to do during my day, but I can’t focus on anything. I don’t know what I like. I don’t know what I want… Continue reading Eating and Being Eaten.
This morning I wrote a blog post, an update on how my monster is evolving. Then I deleted it all by mistake. When I went through my drafts I found this post instead, written a couple of weeks ago as an update of this other one. It’s not really the best thing I have ever… Continue reading Take Your Judgmental Eyes Off Me, You. I Mean… Me.